.Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ' 8:43 PM Y

LIFE
I KNOW I NEED TO MOVE ON
....BUT ITS LIKE ,
THIS FOUR LETTER WORD "LIFE"
ITS REALLY MEANINGLESS TO ME OKAY?
I'M NOT GOING TO DIE
, I WON'T BUT ITS LIKE ,
I'M NOT THAT ACTIVE AS BEFORE.......
....I MISS THOSE TIME WHEN I HAVE
LOADS OF FRIENDS AND CHAT WITH THEM ,
MEET THEM ,
FEW FRIENDS THAT I REALLY DON'T WANNA LOSE
GERALD,
AKIF,
HAKHEEM,
SHARIL,
YONGQUAN
,KATE,
SHARON,
HARRIEL,
JOYCE,
JOLIN
,JEFF,
ERIC
,SIMON,
SALIHIN
,SASHA
,SELAS,
2C;09,
6F;07,
ALOT OF THEM
GUYS....ITS NOT THAT I WANT TO MENTION IT LA...I FEEL LIKE DEATH IS COMING NEARER EACH DAY?LETS TALK ABOUT THAT DAY...
#1
i was like walking to school , crossing the road , not knowing that there is a car speeding towards me , lucky me , i ran toward , almost collapse, although i dont look so pale , but it scared the hell out of me...
#2
i was on the taxi , way to meet my friend , and on the way , there was a big truck in front , and the taxi almost got crashed, lucky , the taxi driver stop on time , if not , i ....die?
#3
i've done so many thing wrong , so many thing ! ,its the past i know , but it cannot be forgiven , when its lightning , will it strike on me? cause , i cannot forgive myself....i've been sighing so many time ...
when can i go back to my real smile , and stop putting a fake smile in front of people? can i?
i think i should really think about that , be happy ? be sad? part of life ? tolerate?
Labels: Life Without Music is Boring